Oh Lord, I need you so much right now. These tears you see coming out of my eyes right now are hurting me so much. I don't know why I let people get to me Lord, I don't know why I do this. Oh God, you are so good to me. You have healed me time and time again, you are always there for me, you have saved my life. I'm asking for your help some more. I know I ask for your help everyday and thank you Lord for being a rock in my life. But I really need you now God. I need your support. I need you to give me the strength because I feel so weak.
Please open up doors in my life for extra finances. You know how stressed I have been about this Lord. You know the anxiety this has caused me, and thank you thank you for being by my side and teaching me to stay strong. You have been providing so much for me, and I'm so grateful Lord...but God, I'm barley getting by. Lord give me wisdom to budget, give me support on how to spend my money. I know if I just ask, that you'll somehow provide. I have complete faith in you God. I love you so much.
I just want to live my life for you Lord. I'm trying so hard to surrender my life to you. Take it all Lord, take it all.
