contentment

I am just so incredibly ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. That's my way of saying I don't even have words of how I feel. Content, satisfied, happily overwhelmed with life! Being alone scared me, terrified me and was so lonely, it was so hard on me. I'm alone right now and I don't feel lonely but the greatest thing is that I don't even feel alone. Because I know I'm not alone, He is right here with me. It's a glorious feeling. I can't even thank God enough but I'm sure going to try to.


And last night was great as well. I went to Converge (Young Adult Org. at church), after service I was talking to my friend Kelly and our conversation really encouraged me. She came up to me and asked how I was, I told her about how my life has really changed and how I just surrendered it all to Him....she was nearly in tears telling me how she's been praying for me and how happy she was to here that my life was changing for the better with God. She even said she could just see the differene in me, that my whole sense about me has brightened. It was so fabulous to know someone that has supported me and had such hope for my life, could see God work in my life and mold me. I feel so close to God...