Oh man, I'm outside right now on my balcony. Ethernet cord streched out here because of no wireless signal, feet kicked up, new patio chair, silence, and the breeze is wonderful. I'm just enjoying the essence of it all. I just feel at such peace. Sometimes I just never take the time to just stop and enjoy it all, enjoy what God created. You think of everything going on in your life, this and that, but you never just stop and realize how remarkable your life is (good or bad), how remarkable it is that you're even living a life.
I just feel so free. Free of the worries of life, and I know it's just because I'm letting God control my life. He knows what's in store, I can't control it but I can pray. "Lord I want this _________ to happen but if isn't what you want for me right now Lord, or ever, then I know it's for a reason beyond me."
I think I might of figured out a plan for this fall when my lease is up. God plopped this wonderful human, Rachel, in my life. She wants a place to live, I want a roommate, we're both broke and love the Lord. I'm really picky when it comes to moving in with someone but I feel like the Lord is calling me to strenthen my friendship with her. I don't know exactly what the entails, but i'm gonna pray hard about it. And if our plan doesn't work then we know it wasn't God's plan.
I'm just not scared about the future anymore, I'm not running around terrified because I don't know what to do....and it feels so good. I just know He will show me what to do in his own time, He will lead me down the path I need to go. I just know it.
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Holls you are amazing and such an example to me! I love how you are experiencing all these things and that God is with you every step of the way! I love god and everything he has done for us all on earth and Im so grateful to have a friend who feels the same way :)
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